One more day.. one more time. Maybe one more sunset maybe id be satisfied. But then again I know what I would do Leavin me wishing for one more day with you. :(
Fuck the world
One fuck up really can fuck up everything, of course I already knew that because I made that mistake before..
But here in this case its a tough draw.. I find myself in dire need to smash this guys skull in, what a fucking prick. If it was anywhere else.. at any other time.. on any other occasion I’d already have done the unthinkable.. I wish I had.. its better than playing the waiting game.. fuck the Bullshit.
I hope that this is part of the man upstairs plan for me.. have I fallen too far astray?? Lord please guide me.. are you still there for me?
I mean i know I screwed up but this couldn’t have come at a worse time. I need a new life.. a redo. This one can’t get any worse. I’m a fuck up and I can admit that.. no words can describe how I’m feeling right now but I’m going to try.. I’m angry, I’m tired, I can no longer look on the bright side or be positive.. I’ve somehow managed to lose myself…… But above all I’m… Scared, yes I admit it I’m fucking scared.
Thanks for listening tumblr..
Dear Roseanne, My beautiful best friend forever and my only follower lmao, just keep on smiling because the world spins smoother when you do. I hope you haven’t forgot about me.. because I haven’t forgot about you.. I miss you. Don’t need to worry about me, ill be okay. I’m just venting on here about my fucked up night. Your still the best to me. Please take care .. i love you still.. very very much and there’s not a day where I don’t think about you.
Love, Rylan
Ps. Yolk on your face!
This is what I call an amazing singer.. Erica Peterson aka. Mz. Royalty. With h Trey backing her up. True talent in reggae
